Okay okay back to money struggleville. Usually when I worry about cash I come out okay. I thought I was, however reality proves once again that I am wrong. I need so much money right now it is rediculous. Let us see what happends this time. Wish me luck people.

 

Also...I shaved a few days ago. I hate it, but it is already growing back.

Derek and I helped Lori Brian and Mark move into their new apartment. It is magical.

For repayment, Mark and Brian are going to hook up our computers to the butt load. Congradulations youz guys.

 

 

Huge update:

So Ashley, my "Good-Friend", has mind fucked me so hard it's ridiculous. She led me to believe that we were going to have a relationship. Never happened. Which is cool, however....she denies the fact that she had ever led me on! I have her message in my phone with her saying..."I know we are going to be together..." My girl friends at work have spoken to her and have heard the same thing. Anyway, my big point is that anyone can do me wrong and I won't care. However, mind fuck me and deny it.....that's enough to kill me. It hurt. So what...I am over it. This is a great reminder that I am out in the real world of trifles and drama. My eyes are open.

So I have been thinking about Marie a lot lately. I don't really miss her presence, I am just worried about her well-being. I e-mailed just a few minutes ago hoping that she receives it. I hope she is doing well. For crying out loud I don't hate or dislike her. Anyway, I am moving my mother on the 28th this month to NJ. I am coming back to live with my brother, his wife Shelly and my two gorgeous nephews. I am excited. Once my bills are paid next month, I am saving cash to move in my own place. I am excited. We will see what goes on...I will keep an update.

So Derek and I are thinking about our bands name. Since we do need one. He thought up... Vagina Quest. Or V-Quest for short. Our first album will be called....Lesbionage.

What is up people. I just wanted to write about last night. LOL what a trippy night it was.

Last night I had operation rescue Derek because it was Angelina's b-day. That punk ass...anyway. I met up with many of my close peeps.

I get to Scruffy's and I meet Derek there actually....

He of coarse is trashed out of his brain. Tee Hee.

We meet Angelina and the gang of bitches at the tap. We imediately leave.

Last night was a Waffle House night!

We ate the hell out of some burgers. And, our hashes were hooked up in many varitie...

This was so gangsta!

Our baby Gina and the crew were there. Show them gums girl!!!

There were some girls there that Derek recognized. 3 pretty hot chicks sitting and eating. Anyway, we left and Derek had a little surprise in the car.

It was the fire! So...moments later, I tell Derek you know what dude?

he's like...Whaaat?

I'm like....Dude let me call Waffle House and let Fred, the cook, ask them girlies if they thought we were hot? So I call. He's like...Dis Fred Waffle. I was like what up nigga? Dis dem homies that just left the place. He was like...Word, sup folk? I said...brother ask them chicks if they thought we was slammin'! So he was like...Exscuse me ladies, the two gentlemen who were here wanted to know if you thought they were attractive. The were like...Was that Derek? He was like...Yes ma'am. And we waved and screamed to them through the window while we were in the car. Ahh...I guess you had to be there.

Anyway, I almost have my car payment. I am going to try to work now. Peace and Love.

 

What is up my peeps?!! Last night was a pretty dead night out in the town. But, Derek and I always have a way to cause trouble in the night. LOL.

Our first stop was Buffalo Wild wings. We started our drunk party early.

Here Izak gives me a piece of advice. Derek by the way, is this guy's dream man. Yeah....creepy.

So we go to Soho's Bar & Grizzle.

Right next to Mo Sushi, the best damn ghetto sushi in town....

Paul, a good buddy of mine was checking ID's at the door.

Paul and I have been buds for years.

Look there's live music!!!

Well....there were some horrible performers last night, but it was still cool. Check these guys out...

Yea really cool!! Not really.

By this point Derek and I are really feeling good.

I was a bit on the toaster strOoOooodel side.

Our good buddy Hwong was there.

Awwwww.

So we head back to Buffalo's and I see Todd and a few others from work.

Mark and Amanda were there as well. (pic taken at the 4th Quarter)

By this point Derek and I are so drunk hunger strikes.

So, we go off to Waffle House!!!

Derek and I didn't know what we wanted.....we only knew it was going to be all good!!

I was about to fall asleep so I whipped out my riffle lighter. It was so cool!

             

We were planning to pull the biggest heist of the century....

but then our food came!

What a fun filling night!

What is up my people?!!! I am doing well. I just found out that 3 Doors Down and Shine Down are coming to Columbus. I am going to see them no matter what. I am so excited. I need to come up 252 for my car payment first. Then, my second school payment. And I will bee good. Work is going a lot better for me. My mom is moving for good to New Jersey next month. I am excited for her. I have to find a place now so that I can move into it as soon as possible. I am going to work many hours these next few weeks. Wish me luck!

My money situation is A-OK!!! But now there is a problem.....I am broke. LOL. I am going back to work tonight. I'll make that cheese. I think my camera was stolen some time this week. I am going to very careful on who I let get in my car. Bastards. Oh well. I need to pay Cathy at Buffalo Wild Wings for dipping out on my tab a few weeks back. That was so embarrassing. Anyway, Ashley and I are doing well. She is still with Nathan, however I am going to wait. If something does erupt into a relationship then awesome. If not, than all I can do is take the experience and learn from it. Lori told me last night that I can not expect anything, just be ready for it. Ans she is absolutely right.  Thanks for the advice honey!!

I don't know what to do. I have my cousins wedding to go to next month. In less than 10 days I need to make 500 dollars. I don't know where I am going to live in about a months time. I got out of school. I don't know where I am headed. However, with all that is going on in my life....all I can think about are all of the people suffuring from the tragedy of Hurricane Katrina. All the lives hurt from this tragedy, kills me to watch. 9-11 is almost here, and I can not bear to watch any coverage on it. It seems as the more time passes, the more it hurts. Oh well, I need to figure out a plan. I will get through this in no time. I just have to play it smart.

So, work is going well. However it has been dead lately. I need to make at least 500 dollars by the 15th of this month. Not including my cell phone bill which is going to be enormous. My life has turned into an interesting one. I don't know what to make of this girl Ashley. She is one of the most intelligent people I have ever met. She's gorgeous, bright spirited, and can hold a conversation like no other. Wow, I need to be careful.