October 11, 2005
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Huge update:
So Ashley, my "Good-Friend", has mind fucked me so hard it's ridiculous. She led me to believe that we were going to have a relationship. Never happened. Which is cool, however....she denies the fact that she had ever led me on! I have her message in my phone with her saying..."I know we are going to be together..." My girl friends at work have spoken to her and have heard the same thing. Anyway, my big point is that anyone can do me wrong and I won't care. However, mind fuck me and deny it.....that's enough to kill me. It hurt. So what...I am over it. This is a great reminder that I am out in the real world of trifles and drama. My eyes are open.
So I have been thinking about Marie a lot lately. I don't really miss her presence, I am just worried about her well-being. I e-mailed just a few minutes ago hoping that she receives it. I hope she is doing well. For crying out loud I don't hate or dislike her. Anyway, I am moving my mother on the 28th this month to NJ. I am coming back to live with my brother, his wife Shelly and my two gorgeous nephews. I am excited. Once my bills are paid next month, I am saving cash to move in my own place. I am excited. We will see what goes on...I will keep an update.
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